well i was  excepted in to program number 2 about 2 weeks ago. i didn't  write about it because thats all i really could say. now things are getting ugly. time is ticking i need to get a ticket and a visa and helth insurance.  im not that ups set though because i am going to prague any way and i think the CUNI program may be better and cheeper!   it is all very frustrating because i need to get my visa. if you have ever tryed to do this my heart goes out to you.  you need notorized copies of  like every thing including proof of insurance, and bank statements and letters in czech  saying that you will be supoted wile you are there. it is insane!!!!  that's the good thing about CIEE  it takes care of all of that for you. they send you all the documents you need  and all you have to do is send them to the embasy. but for  something like half the cost i supose i can take care of everything my self.  i just need to desided CIEE or  CUNI  so i can know  who to put on the  visa App. and so i know i f i need to track down all the records and go to school to get classes apoved. its such a mess.  atleast i knwo im going now though.  i was  alot more  worried about it but now i just want to leave. i've read soo much and talked to so many people  i just want to be there.  pluse i kinda feel like  need a break from the boy.  he whent home yesterday and i was relived. he asked me to come to his house  ( 50 miles away)  tonight  and i made up excuses.  i love him but  i don't trust time and part of me wants to just go and find my own way.

it's  so cleche to do it in europe but then i never said I wanst cleiche. any way im really leaning twards teh CUNI program less  suport and  sturcuter but the same basic positives and  threre is this one really cool class that i really want to take hopefully i can get anthro credit for it. i may just pass/fail it and take it for fun. but it is an actual class where they just  take you around the country and teach you about the culture. you go to pubs and museums and you get credit. that sounds amazing to me. im just soo excited to go... only 3 more mounths... but ahhh soo much to do be for i get there!!!!